Advance Birthday Surprise~!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEE~!!!!

The dreadful day is coming~!!!! And i'll be really old liao AHHHHH!!!

And~ Met up with the girls for TCC lunch on Tuesday~

Super nice wings lah!!!!! v spicy but damn shiokxx!!!!

Then they forced me to use only my tongue to lick out the Oreo (and yes, Jovene, you unknowingly drank the same drink later HAHAHAHAHAHA) No laaa anyways my tongue's too short so they helped me by fishing out the oreo using a straw hahaha!!

Yeahhh~ Happy Birthday Princess~!!! XD

Then Jovene came~! And we can finally start ordering FOOD

Yummy chocolate cake!!!

And then.....

Surprise birthday cake for me~!! Thankew Ling Mo Mo~!!! HEHEHE and customized for me one wor~!!! Supposed to be a Xmas cake haha and supposed to have only one snowman!!! But I got 5!!! HAHAHA!!!!

Making my wish XD

HAHA Damn cute Snowmen sia~!!!

After lunch we went to Mind's Cafe and......

Got surprised by Jermy, en en and Vid!! Hahaha the few koksters~!!!

Stacko

And Kelly's the one who collapsed the thing HAHAHA

Look at en en's mouth!!!!!

The perfect couple

Dinner at (according to en en) - hOOters

EAT SHIT!

Mozarella cheese sticks~!!!! love them!!!

And 2nd cake cutting HAHAHAHAHAHA look at all the poor snowmen lah!!!! Like tsunami just went past!!!! One even got his smiley face stuck on the side of the box!!! AWWWW

THE SOLE SURVIVOR!!!

And here we sing again~!!!

OH!! Then this waitress asked me like how old am I so I asked her to make a guess. AND SHE SAID 16!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!! TOLD U I LOOK YOUNG HUMPFS!!!! U GUYS BETTER STOP CALLING ME OLD WOMAN!!!!

Heee thanks a lot guys~!!!! Love you babies heeee~!!! And this week has been GREAT cos have been meeting up with them daily and still going to meet for the next few days too HEHEHE!!!! XD

Because some things...

You just don't forget.

Although I tried telling myself to forget. And I thought I did. I thought I could. I thought I've succeeded. But no, its still there. The gaping wound. I've only just covered the wound with other things so that its out of my sight, that I've forgotten that - its still there.

And so I ran.

Because I don't want to be reminded of the wound. I don't want to be reminded of the days when my world was crumbling. When the persons whom I trusted most bore the knife into my heart and twisted it. When everything that I had was on the brink of disappearing. When every option that was available to me, every step that I was about to take, seems like the fucking wrong choice. When I had no one to turn to for advices. When I didn't even dare to tell anyone cos saying it out loud somehow makes it more real, and leaves me with no room for self-deception. When what I feared, what I'd tried to avoid and told myself to think otherwise, was slowly taking shape and turning into a fucking reality.

I don't have the courage to face anything. I don't have the courage to look at the wound and feel the pain. I don't have the courage to face the cause of the wound.

That's how I deal with problems. Run. And pray it goes away. And it worked for me for the past 20 odd years. But this time, it doesn't. Cos there's just too many small wounds added up. I laughed it off, I told myself its nothing. I ignored the heart wrench. Because it doesn't make sense. It doesn't make sense that people I love can hurt me so. It doesn't make sense that they don't give a damn to my feelings, because I would have. That they failed to think in my position. Selfish - is that the word?

And yes, the wound is still as raw and fresh.
Cos I can't forgive and forget like I thought I could.

Someone told me the most important thing in a relationship is trust.
Sorry, you've broken my trust.

And its never going to be mended.

Cos I never want to be hurt that way again.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NING!!!!! Your big day today!! Hope you're enjoying yourself in Melbourne~!!!

But sorry ah~ this post not dedicated to you one HAHAH!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANG NANG!!!!!
Pooh birthday cake!!! And see!! Got my name on it too!!! :D :D :D

Hello birthday babe~

The super techno lotus candle that xiaoyi bought hahaha she was laughing nonstop when she took it out lah!! And Nang was damn scared by the big flame

The thing suddenly started emitting sparks and Nang Nang seriously ran away HAHAHA!! And the techno candle opened up!!!! According to Xiaoyi, after it opened up there's supposed to be Happy Birthday song one HAHAHAHAHA but don't know how come this one faulty one AWW

Make a wish~ I think the wishes I made every year are the same!!! But so far my wishes still hold true~ HEHE

Nang damn excited to hit the Pinata lahh~!! Cos it contains all her sweets!! HAHAHA

Stupid kokster tried to use his head to break open the pinata

then comes kelly with the bamboo stick!

After like 15min of chaos (with mommy they all nagging and nagging non stop from the living room to ask us to stop hitting the thing - like wth are they thinking!?!? you don't stop halfway through trying to smash open a pinata!!!!!) the thing finally cracked open!!!

And down~!!

And on the floor~!!! hahah seriously a LOT of sweets can I think it can last Nang for 1 year. And they started stuffing sweets into our bags which were on the floor think I took back like one big bag of sweets oso HAHAHA

hotel stay and.....

Hotel stay at Swissotel~!!! And we got a nice room on the 35th storey woots~!!! But the room not very big lehhh the previous time I went with mommy to Fairmont was bigger!!

Oh wells it was big enough for our tiny asses!

Sooo~~ Kelly, Kat and I checked into the hotel at around 2pm, lazed around for a while before going to Raffles City for lunch

Then finally.. those 2 koksters came!!!

And they started doing their kok stuffs HAHAHA weien you totally rock this shower cap lah!!

Seriously duno what they're doing sia!! Wrestling in shower caps!?!?!?

And i'm totally amazed that Kathryn can still sleep with all the commotion going on HAHAHA

Stupid Kelly's work of art after she bathed. Still deliberately asked me to pass her the comb in the toilet BISHBISH

Can't really see but its a damn real-life portrait of Kelly Soh's pigface plus her name below HAHAHA

So~~ we seriously just nua-ed in the hotel room and played cards, totally lost track of time hahaha!! Like going to meet CarolynKia that woman at 7.15 but we're still lazing around and not bathing at 6+ hahaha!!

And then finally.. Met ling for dinner and our busy night starts~!! Really is a busy night cos we were running here and there hahaha!! First, eat dinner at Raffles City within half an hour, then chiong down to Zouk to get our entry chops. Then chiong back to Raffles City supermarket to buy our mixer, then back to hotel room to finish up the unfinished-since-2-years-ago Cordon Bleu within 1.5 hrs! Then chiong back to Zouk to grab their 1-for-1 drinks before 12am!!!

Yeah the super old Cordon Bleu! Seriously can feel the kick after awhile sia!! Don't know if its cos keep for too long?

The 2 guys totally kena sabo-ed by the 4 girls HAHAHAHA Stupid enen gave that disgusting-wan-to-puke face everytime before drinking!!!

hahahaha seriously can't stand the smell right~??

After the 2 guys put up the white flag, the 3 of us played express 5-10 to try to finish up the remaining alcohol, but FAILED

by which time i was already lobster liao.. but although i look red, i wasn't drunk HORRR

totally never realise there were 2 extra people behind us!!!!!!

KNS STUPID EN EN!!! They LOVE doing this!!!! Let you see your THICK LIPS ZOOMED IN!!!!

AND AGAIN!!

HAHAHA DON'T TRY TO RAPE ME!!!

AND OFF TO PHUTURE~~ in time for their 1-for-1!!! So we shared 2 AK and 2 super flaming lambo, and according to kelly - extra neat.

one small mouthful ya? And it killed me for the whole night!!!!!

AK tastes damn disgusting can!!! YUCKS

I don't know at which point but I was already GONE after the super flaming HAHAHA!!!

In the toilet

with the toilet bowl as background

HAHAHA who the hell took this photo!?!?!?!

my flat face

HOW COME THE AK STILL AROUND!?!? See even the Queen can't take the yucky drink!!!

HAHAHA EN EN WADS WITH THAT SEH LOOK!!!!

Trying to force feed me lemon!!! Super disgusting can!! But they say can neutralise the alcohol hahaha!!!

Think I puked like 5000 times that night. SUUUCCCCKKKSSSS!!!!

Then it was back to hotel.. I didn't realise we went back so early can!! Like reached Phuture around 12am and we were back to hotel at around 2am!!! Now I feel damn guiltyyyyy X( Sorry babies~!!! I SPOILED YOUR NIGHT!!!! :(((( And how come there wasn't any pics on the dance floor!?!?!? Did we even go!?!? LOL!!!!

Then the poor guys had a super cold night cos the girls took all the blankets and they're only left with a miserable thin piece of cloth with HOLES on it that wasn't even long enough to cover their toes!!! HAHAHHA!!!

Woke up next morning and saw kelly emo-ing at the balcony.......... HAHAHA no la!! She was on the phone!! But I seriously thought she was emo-ing loh!!!

So we sat outside on the balcony and she started filling me in on the previous night's happening... DIU LIAAAANNNNN!!!! I won't be able to face anyone for another 1000years!! ahhhhhh~~~

After that the few of us went to Kelly's house to celebrate Nang Nang's birthday~!!! Sooo~ till my next post then~~

Cya babies~!